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    Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
    1:52 pm
    so did i let everyone know how happy i am?!? i mean what can be better? i am in love with THE GREATEST guy in the whole world, doing good in school and im working 2 jobs and getting money!! lol. Yeah, so jay and i are great. were so good together. we dont fight, we laugh and joke all the time, ive never been this happy in my life. i mean i get pissed over stupid shit....like friday....but thats so minute in the big picture. school...lets see...A on 2 math tests...A on 2 education papers...B+ on biology test...i mean, it could be better, but not much! idk. i dont think ive stopped smiling in days. things are so good. found out some stuff today about some "friends". yeah, thats nice to know. just made me realize that the people i thought were my friends really werent and my old friendships were pretty much a joke. but im not going to let that stupid drama ruin my life right now. this weekend was fun actually. hung out w/jay a lot. went shopping w/ him and his mom. me and his mom are actually a like lol. and his parents love me so im definitely in lol. went to the haunted house at the galleria, that was AWESOME!! Except for the fact that i couldn't breathe through most of it, it was still nice to go and have jay hold my hand...well i think i was really holding his...lol...yeah, he startles really easily, just to letcha all know!! lol. well im off to class...yeah im at school :/. talk to you guys later!


    Love,
    Britt

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: "have I told you lately" rod stewart
    Friday, October 22nd, 2004
    7:44 pm
    so todays like THE PERFECT DAY!! yeah fucking right. wake up late. almost late to work. look forward to hanging out w/my boyfriend all day. but when were supposed to he changes the plans to hang out w/his friends. Not a big deal. but ive been looking forward to tonight ofr like a week. and that isn't my biggest pet peeve. cuz I LOVE IT!! when i get ditched and plans get changed last minute.

    ~Britt

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
    7:21 pm
    cruddy day. went to the museum. felt cruddy so i called into work. the museum was fun. we saw betsys baby. shes so cute :D. lol. i like isabella via. instead of bella via. so i came home and ive slept all day. waiting to do something w/jay and everyone later. todays a "blah" day. been doing too much thinking. idk. not good i guess. dont really wanna talk about it in here. ill figure it out. its just the typical me i guess. gotta work tomorrow 8-1:30. i should feel better. then i think were playing football whoaah lol. monday ive got a doctors appt. gross lol. then nothing after that yay!! lol. work on tuesday. work on wednesday. then night class on thursday night...THEN FREDONIA ON FRIDAY!! and sundays my birthday!! lol. well im going to go shower now i guess. ttyl.

    Love,
    Britt

    Current Mood: contemplative
    Thursday, September 30th, 2004
    1:20 pm
    so i think i just aced my math test :D. it was easy. i just hope i didn't do dumb stuff. i dont think i did because i used my calc too :D:D. so im pumped now. i dont have that much timem to update lately. im too busy. between work, school, and spending time w/friends, i dont have any time to hang out by myself. but thats okay, i dont mind staying busy. but ne way. nothings really new. school's alright. works better. i like cashing, its not that bad. hanging out w/jay a lot lately :D. things are amazing there. i couldn't ask for things to be better...well...maybe more sex...lol jp. Im still a virgin!! lol for all of u guys that are assuming :P. DONT ASSUME!! this weekend i work, have museum training and im hanging out w/jay. next weekend im going to fredonia for my birthday :D. oo, for all of u guys...i got a new email addres...BrittMP08@aol.com. its a new sn too. so talk to me there, ive still got the other one though!!

    Britt

    Current Music: ~stays in mexico~
    Thursday, September 16th, 2004
    3:07 am
    so i woke up for my first class yesterday when it was supposed to start. yeah great day yesterday...NOT. anyway, not getting into detail. things have been going good. schools okay. works a pain in the ass. training to cash sucks. im not looking forward to actually doing it.but i do have time for some fun once in a while ;). lol. i have derived my list of "things i haven't done" so heres a few:

    had a candlelit dinner
    been on a picnic
    been to lazertron
    had a valentine
    gotten flowers from a non-family member
    flown a kite
    been to florida
    been to the pacific ocean
    been to new orleans
    been to nyc
    slow danced not at a dance
    been on a plane
    gone to a party on new years
    had breakfast in bed
    been on a "real road trip"
    rode a horse
    gone skinny dipping
    played "strip" poker, or anything for that matter

    for some reason im having a big mental block. i know theres more, and ill add it later


    gotta go study!!

    ~britt~

    Current Mood: awake
    Monday, September 6th, 2004
    12:33 pm
    COLLEGE SUCKS YET ROCKS!!
    I didn't realize how stressful my first week of college was going to be. It's not really the classes, its more like the time management. I mean i worked 5 days this week and went to school. I was so tired. I love college. I like not being told when to do things. Wegmans was shitty this week. I went from getting yelled at on Friday night to getting complimented on saturday. I dont get it!! I had a really bad week in general. then i took it out on everyone on friday night. i felt/feel bad about that. i need to work on not letting my frustration out on everyone around me. sorry guys..u know who you are. saturday was fun. i worked...but it wasn't bad. then i hung out w/ashley and jay. then there was a little party at ashleys after that for jay. hot tubbing was fun. then jay came over and we hung out until like 3:30. sunday we were supposed to go to canada, but those plans fell though. i was so pissed. i was looking forward to that for weeks. but the day turned out okay when we hung out at liz's aunt karens in the hot tub and pool. jay and i were both pretty tired from going to be late and getting u early so we called it an early night. kim gave us a picture of us from fredonia. its so cute. for once theres a pic of us where neither of us look stoned. lol. so today i cleaned my room. it was so messy and i did my hwk. I have to work at 4:30, but then i get to see jay before he goes back to school tonight :D. then im going down on friday after work for the night :D. im excited :D. can ya tell??? :D. lol. i wish i didn't have that wedding on saturday so i could stay all weekend. but at least i get to go down for the night. but i am going down the weekend of my birthday and thats all weekend :D. im already looking forward to it lol. well ive got some shit to finish.

    ~Britt~

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: "accidently in love"-counting crows (mine and jays song :D)
    Saturday, August 28th, 2004
    5:14 pm
    ill do a little recap of the week. tuesday i did nt do much. worked bingo and of course got bitched at for stuff that i couldn't control. then i hung out with katelyn for a bit. that was fun. we decicded that a trampoline is a nice place to have sex lol. then i came home and talked to jay for a while. its nice that we're turning into phone people since we usually aren't. tuesday i worked. then i figured that i was bored, had a full tank of gas, and wanted to see jay. so i drove down there at 4 and made it there by 5. it was nice seeing him again. we just hung out and enjoyed our night together. when ashley called i answered his phone w/a different voice. she thought he had someone else down there. it was funny. i left my pillow and toothbrush down there. leave it up to me since i wasn't supposed to be down there lol. worked on thursday. after 2 hrs of driving my ass was dragging. but it was DEFINITELY worth it. went to darien lake on thursday too. it was so hot and it started to rain. but it was nice catching up with fish and katie k. a lot has changed in our lives so it was a good time. friday i had orientation. it was stupid. idk where my first class is on monday so i will definitely be acting like a freshman lol. then i hung out with ashley. we talked for like 3 hrs. it was nice. i got a lot of stuff off my chest and so did she. today isn't a very good day. ive had some pretty stupid thoughts. but talked with my best friends :D. so im all good now. its one of those "im not good enough" days. i haven't had em in a while. i guess i was just overdue. well im going to go finish getting ready to go to that CONCERT!!!! WHOOOAAAHH!! i so excited!! ill try and write soon.

    ~Britt~

    P.S. thanks jenelle for saying how happy you are for me :D

    Current Mood: excited
    Monday, August 23rd, 2004
    8:50 pm
    wow, i haven't updated in a long time. i can't recap all that time. so ill start with the weekend. AWESOME WEEKEND!! Went to Jays new place in Stockton, which is near Fredonia where he is staying during school. so much fun. a nice get away. I'm hoping to make that place a home away form home. IT's in the middle of nowhere and its so peaceful. the first night was scary. so dark you couldn't see like 2 inches in front of your face. jay scared me and ash a bit. we all cooked breakfast together on saturday morning. It kinda felt like we were in a bad version of "The real world". I could totally live with everyone lol. we all just pretty much layed around on saturday. I cooked lunch :D. was pretty good i might add lol. besides our RETARDED trip to tops it was a good day. ashley kim and jeff left at like 8. so jay and i spent some time together a lone. but of course, RYAN just HAD to come back. lol im jp. we watched godsend. which SUCKED!!. i always pick the shitty movies. but the best part of the night happened with it got dark.....WE WATCHED THE STARS you perverts! that was amazing. it was so cold out, but so much fun. we came home yesterday. we took a nice trip through buffalo cuz we got off too early. but we made it home okay, thanx to me and my sense of direction :D. it made me think of that brad paisley song "little moments" where he says something about "being lost but holding hands". it was weird coming home. i liked it too much w/o seeing my parents and sister. pretty much just my sister. I didn't do much when i got home. I cleaned my room and unpacked. then jay came over. we just hung out like we usually do. he left for school today *tear*. but hes coming home labor day weekend :D. so its all good. we'll be fine. we have an AMAZING relationship and i definitely dont want it to end ne time soon. today i went to work. which was boring because i forgot my book. afterwards i worked out for an hour. that was great. it was nice. i haven't worked out in a while. so that's going ot become something i do on a regular basis. i played some b-ball for a while. i couldn't like make ne shots. i was so off today. came home and of course got bitched at. for the dumbest stuff. thats what I DIDN'T MISS!!! layed around mostly today. im just so tired from the weekend. i didn't sleep much ;). lol. well im h eaded to find something to do. prolly sew or finish cleaning my room!!


    ~Britt

    Current Mood: happy
    Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
    1:39 am
    haven't written in a while. not been doing much though. my dad had his surgery last thursday. all went well. hes doing good. been hanging out with jay ash and kim a lot. which is always fun. i do have a lot on my mind though. but idk how to say it or express my feelings lately...idk...too much to think about...


    ~Britt~

    Current Mood: awake
    Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
    3:38 pm
    wow, i haven't updated in a while. and i really haven't done much of anything. went to the drive in this past saturday. that was an "adventure" ;). right jay? lol. had the car wash on sunday. that was fun. i thought the valvoline guys would've popped a boner watching me wash my car w/my boobs lol. the one guy was really creepy. had dinner at kims :D. that was fun. then we hung out at ash's. monday i didn't really do ne thing but work. o i went shopping with my mommy :D. i got some really cute underwear. lol. yesterday i volunteered with ms. paul for the nicaraguan mission. it was fun minus getting bitched at by that one lady. fridays for lunch was fun too. then i came home and cleaned my car before bingo. I GOT NEW WIPERS :D. lol. thats pathetic thats exciting to me. then i went to bingo. that wasn't very fun. i hate old people lol. then i hung out at ashleys with everyone. that was fun. then jay and ryan and i went to nestors. i was in a bad mood then though. idk, i just had a bad day. with the getting bitched at at the volunteering, to getting bitched at at home, and just having too much on my mind just had me all upset. work today was alright. i labeled at stuffed 300 envelopes. it went by fast though. so it wasn't that bad. after work i put some flowers on my grandmas grave since i was out that way. i couldn't find it at first so i wandered a bit and i knew i went too far when i found my great grandparents markers. so i wandered back and finally found it. the second i saw it, it was instant tears. idk why. well yeah i do, but i shouldn't still be getting upset about that. i mean its been a little over 3 years, and i still get upset. i sat in my car for a bit before i composed myself enough to drive. then some asshole guy fucking cut me off on military rd. bastard. no fucking blinker. ass munch! lol. im better today though. Yesterday i was just so tired, im 40% better lol. tonight, idk what im up to. hopefully hanging out with jay. thatd be nice. well i think im going to go nap.

    ~Britt~

    Current Mood: chipper
    Friday, July 23rd, 2004
    4:44 pm
    its been almost a week since i updated so ill try and remember everything i did. saturday i hung out w/jay before he left :D. on sunday I went to italian fest and passed out fliers for explorers. on monday I had CARE. it was really dumb so we all left early. i got an AWESOME schedule :D. NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAYS WHOOAAHH. tuesday i walked the parade and went to anal fest w/ashley kim jeff liz and dan. wednesday jay came home :D. we hung out at katelyns. we watched bad santa. it kinda sucked. thursday..yesterday...i did nothing during the day until jay came over :D. my car's engine lights on. i guess it just needs a tune up which is cool because i dont have that much money to fix it. anyway. jay and i just laid around and hung out like we usually do. then i went to anal fest AGAIN with ryan and steve. tony and ashley and pete were supposed to go with us, but they went to the track instead. but we did meet up w/katelyn, pete and tony at denny's afterwards. I STOLE ANOTHER FORK!! and jay stole me one from cedar point. so weve got a good collection going. then i came home and called jay. we ended up talking for like 2 hrs. it was nice :D. but then again, it always is :D:D. today i worked. it was alright. now im headed to a car wash with the explorers!!



    ~Britt~

    Current Mood: horny
    Current Music: "pieces of me"
    Saturday, July 17th, 2004
    11:27 pm
    Okay, im retarded. and my first grade teachers name was ms. macmillan. for the record. since i answered that question with my kindergarten teacher. Okay, i haven't written in a while. so this is prolly going to be a long one. lol. Monday i got my oil changed...like thats important....and then i hung out w/tony and watched "seven". it was a good movie. i liked it. then i went to mighty w/katelyn cuz i was craving it. and of course, jay calls and invites me to go out to eat with him and ryan. but katelyn and i went ne way. we ended up hanging out at katelyns until like 2ish i think. i almost hit an opposum on the way to drop him off. that wasn't cool. lol. tuesday I had a really bad headache and pretty much did nothing all day. then jay and i met up with ashley, liz, dan, and kim. it was SO hot. we ended up going back to liz's in swimming. that was fun. then the two couples went to zebbs for some food. jay came over afterwards. we just layed around. it was fun ;). Wednesday ryan jay and i went to go see "anchorman". it was TERRIBLE. i was so disappointed. we went to fridays afterwards where i stole a cup, for ryan. it was funny. Thursday was a boring day. I just layed around all day. until katelyn called, then we layed around together. we watched some pretty good movies. "Backdraft", "Singles", "enough" and we started to watch "down to earth". it was funny because both of us were waiting around waiting for the boyfriends to call. we took a bet on whose would call first. she said that jay would call and i said that will would call. I LOST. Jay and i just hung out. we watched "down to earth" and then "i love the 90s". thats a great show. friday was fun. i went with the "explorers" to the bisons game. great time. except that the game lasted until 1:30. some chick got hit in the nose pretty well with a baseball. and jay fell and cut his lip, scraped his leg and hurt his hand. we stayed up really late. ashley and this guy kenyan had a chocolate sauce and whipped cream war. i just layed there and made fun of them lol. it was a fun night. we didn't feel like setting up the tent so we just slept in the stage. it was like sleeping outside, but not lol. jay kept me warm :D. thats about all hes good for. JK. lol. cuz theres the fact that he keeps light from my eyes and hes got a mink blanket lol. today i slept for the majority of the day. got home at 9, slept til 2, ate and showered, fell asleep at 4, slept til 6:30, went to beccas grad feeling like crap. and then i went and hung out at jays for a bit. he leaves tomorrow for cedar point *tear*. but ive gotta get used to him going away i guess. we'll be fine. so tomorrow i have jills grad party and then some stuff with kim and the explorers. so that should be fun. well...thats it...


    ~Britt~

    Current Mood: content
    Thursday, July 15th, 2004
    12:53 pm
    First grade teacher's name: Ms. kolpoise (idk if that’s how u spell it)
    Last word you said: i had to take my sis to work
    Last song you sang: dancing in the moonlight
    Last song stuck in your head: um....idk...

    PRESENT
    What's under your bed: fouton mattress, papers, sewing shit
    What's the weather like: rainy
    What time did you wake up today: 7am

    FUTURE
    How many kids do you want: 3 or 4
    Where do you want your honeymoon: don’t want tone
    What kind of car will you have: anything

    FAVORITES
    your favorite god: um....:/
    your favorite serial killer: the guy from silence of the lambs lol
    your favorite body organ: um...heart?
    your favorite body part:
    your favorite author: Nicholas Sparks
    your favorite excuse: none
    your favorite emotion: happy
    your favorite drug: none
    your favorite place: the falls, or the roof of the museum
    your favorite unattainable object: ?
    your favorite regret: making out w/stupid people
    your favorite thing to hate: ignorant people
    your favorite paranoia: idk...something w/aquariums and the fish place lol
    your favorite way to die: sleep or instantly
    your favorite insecurity: not being good enough
    your new favorite favorite:
    your favorite frustration: my STUPID computer

    MY...
    wallet: black w/a "I heart boys" pin on it
    hairbrush: purple
    toothbrush: blue..I got it free for quality student
    jewelry worn daily: earrings and 2 rings
    socks: none
    pillow cover: checkered purple
    blanket: this brown one weve had for like ever, and the quilt I made :D
    coffee cup: don’t like coffee
    sunglasses: these one I got last year
    underwear: see-through lacey boy shorts
    shoes: flip flops, but im barefoot at the moment
    nail polish: sparkling sand
    handbag: idk..I made it...blue flowers and blue accents
    favorite top: tank tops or hoodies
    soap: dover
    perfume: secret crush
    car: 98 gold cavalier
    tattoos: don’t have ne
    piercings: 2 in each ear

    NUMBERS
    Number of continents I have visited: 1
    Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
    Number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: 7...maybe 8...not who id expect...
    Number of cd's that I own: uh.....30ish..idk, I only listen to like 5
    Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: idk...honor society, quality student other randoms....idk...
    Number of scars on my body: 10ish
    Number of people that have made you scared of what they could do to you physically: 3
    Number of things in my past that I regret: 5ish

    WHAT DO YOU DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME? sewing, hanging with jay and friendds
    WHAT ARE SOME OF YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANTS? olive garden, fridays...w/e we go
    ON AVERAGE, HOW MANY TIMES A WEEK OR MONTH DO YOU GO OUT TO EAT? too often!!
    WHAT IS YOUR NATURAL SLEEPING PATTERN?go to bed late, wake up early, nap during the day. never fall asleep when I want to
    WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE TO HAVE SEX FOR THE FIRST TIME? nothing cuz IM STILL A VIRGIN
    WHAT'S YOUR PREFERRED METHOD OF BIRTH CONTROL? well since im not having sex...abstinance
    HAVE YOU EVER HAD A ONE-NIGHT STAND? nope
    HOW MANY ROOMS DOES YOUR HOUSE HAVE? 7
    WHAT WOULD YOUR IDEAL LIVING ARRANGEMENT BE? nice secluded house in the country, lots of land w/the fam
    WHAT CITY/STATE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? ANYWHERE BUT NT
    HAVE YOU EVER LIVED ON YOUR OWN? nope
    WHO DO YOU LIVE WITH NOW? parents and sis

    WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
    Smiled?: last night
    Laughed?: last night
    Cried?: um....a few weeks ago
    Bought something?: dinner last night
    Danced?: uh.... 2 days ago
    Were sarcastic?: lsat night
    Watched your favorite movie?: been a while...I need to watch a walk to remember again
    Had a nightmare?: last night
    watched a bad movie: uh..ANCHORMAN last night

    LAST TIME FOR EVERYTHING...
    Last book you read: wasted
    Last movie you saw: anchor man
    Last song you heard: the full house theme song
    Last thing you had to drink: milk
    Last thing you ate: uh...toast

    DO YOU...
    Smoke?: no
    Do drugs?: no
    Have sex?: nope
    Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope
    Live in the moment?: yup
    Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yea
    Play an instrument?: nope
    Believe there is life on other planets?: at times
    Read the newspaper?: sumtimes
    Have any gay or lesbian friends?: nope
    Believe in miracles?: eh, sumtimes
    Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
    Consider yourself tolerant of others?: yup
    Consider love a mistake?: nope, you can just learn from it
    Like the taste of alcohol?: oh yeah
    Believe in astrology?: yeah
    Believe in magic?: nah
    Go to church?: used to
    Have any secrets?: a few
    Have any pets: 2 dogs..how bout my sis?
    Do well in school?: yep
    Go to or plan to go to college?: yep..NU BABY!
    Have a major?: adolescence education grades 5-12 for math
    Talk to strangers who instant message you?: yea
    Wear hats?: in winter
    Hate yourself?: too often
    Have an obsession?: nope
    Collect anything?: horse stuff, I love horses. oo FORKS!!
    Have a best friend?: Katelyn, and im acquiring some more good friends
    Wish on stars?: yep
    Like your handwriting?: sometimes
    Have any bad habits?: yup, I bite my nails, say "just kidding" all the time
    Care about looks?: at times
    Friends and other people?:whats the question??
    Believe in witches?: nah
    Believe in Satan?: nah
    Believe in ghosts?: yes

    Have you..
    x. Fallen for your best guy friend - yep, sucks
    x. Made out with JUST a friend - yep
    x. Used someone - um...Idk
    x. Been used - yea
    x. Cheated on someone - nope
    x. Been cheated on - nope

    Do you..
    x. Have tattoos - not yet
    x. Piercings - 2 in each ear
    x. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both - yup :D
    x. Floss daily - nope, but at least 3 times at week
    x. Own a webcam - nope
    x. Ever get off the damn computer - yea
    x. Sprechen sie deutsche - huh?
    x. Habla espanol - si, yo hablo espanol

    Have u ((ever))...
    x. Considered a life of crime - nope
    x. Considered being a hooker- me? yeah right
    x. Considered being a pimp - nope
    x. Are you psycho - define psycho...
    x. Split personalities - nah
    x. Obsessive- no
    x. Obsessive compulsive - have u seen my room?
    x. Panic- sometimes
    x. Anxiety - depends
    x. Depressed - of course
    x. Suicidal - must admit I have been
    x. Obsessed with hate - nah, hate is pointless
    x. If you could be anywhere, where would you be - idk....some place warm and NOT RAINING
    x. What are you listening to - the tv
    x. Can you do anything freakish with your body - nope, but I can unwrap starbursts in my mouth
    x. Current Mood - giddy
    x. Current Music - none
    x. Current Taste - nottin
    x. Current Hair - not brushed
    x. Current Annoyance - grrr...my back
    x. Current Smell - my shampoo
    x. Current thing I ought to be doing -hm...sewing
    x. Current Favorite Group - lots
    x. Current Book - a prayer for owen meany
    x. Current DVD In Player - spaceballs
    x. Current Refreshment - nothin
    x. Current Worry - nothing, im not one to worry
    x. Current Favorite Celebrity - ?

    Favorite..
    x. Drink - water, pepsi, cherry coke
    x. Color - purple, pink, im such a girl
    x. Shoes - flip flops
    x. Candy - um...snickers
    x. TV Show - eh, w/e is on
    x. Movie - finding nemo, a walk to remember, monsters inc, beauty and the beast
    x. Dance - w/e I do

    Are you...
    x. Understanding - I try to be
    x. Open-minded - try to be
    x. Insecure- yes
    x. Interesting - hm..prob?
    x. Hungry - nope
    x. Friendly - most the the time, I know when to be a bitch
    x. Smart- yea, u could say that
    x. Moody - yep at times
    x. Childish - at times
    x. Independent - uh..DUH
    x. Hard working - yeah, I procrastinate but it alwayz gets done
    x. Healthy - hm..kinda
    x. Emotionally Stable - yea
    x. Shy - on occasion
    x. Difficult- sometimes
    x. Bored Easily - nah
    x. Thirsty - nope
    x. Responsible - yep
    x. Sad- sumtimes
    x. Happy - yea
    x. Trusting - depends on who....
    x. Talkative - yea
    x. Unique - idk?

    On you..
    x. Nicknames - Britt, Big Mama, Ponivas, Bert, KINKS
    x. How do you describe yourself-..im me?
    x. Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend - yup

    On friends..
    x. Friend(s) you go to for advice - Katelyn, Alicia, Ashley, Kim, Liz, Jess
    x. Friend(s) you have the most fun with - same as above
    x. Friend(s) you've dreamt about - every1
    x. Friend(s) your tell secrets to - Katelyn mostly

    What's your favorite..
    x. Number - 19?
    x. Holiday - x-mas, not because of the gifts, just the feeling
    x. Flower - pink roses
    x. Scent - cucumber melon

    i n f o r m a t i o n
    1. name: Brittany
    2. single or taken: taken
    3. sex: female
    4. bday: 10/10/1986
    5. sign: libra
    6. siblings: Katie
    7. hair color: brown
    8. eye color: hazel
    9. height: 5'7" and 1/4

    s p e c i f i c s
    1. do you do drugs?: no
    2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: I have an ORGANIC experience every morning
    3. what are you most scared of?: idk..theyre too many
    4. what are you listening to right now?: full house
    5. who is the last person that called you?:katelyn
    6. where do you want to get married?: at my house
    7. how many buddies are online right now?: 13, I only have the essentials on my buddy list
    8. what would you change about yourself?: TOO MUCH

    F A V O R I T E S
    1. color: purple
    2. food: icecream, but real food it chicken
    3. boys names: Ethan, Owen, Luke
    4. girls names: Faith, Hope, Joy, Isabelle, Elizabeth
    5. subjects in school: idk..SCHOOL'S OVER!
    6. animals: horses
    7. sports: swimming, football, hockey

    h a v e | y o u | e v e r
    1. given anyone a bath?: yes, a baby
    2. smoked?: nope
    3. bungee jumped?: no
    4. made yourself throw up?: no
    5. skinny dipped?: nope, but its on the list
    6: ever been in love?: mike...but that’s stupid.
    7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: prolly
    8. cried when someone died?: yes
    9. lied: yes
    10. fallen for your best friend?: yep
    11. been rejected?: TOO MANY TIMES
    12. rejected someone?: lol, just recently...
    13. used someone?: prob at sum point
    14. done something you regret?: yep

    c u r r e n t
    clothes: hoody and comfy capris
    music: none
    make-up: none
    annoyance: my damn back hurts
    smell: im not smelling anything
    desktop picture: blue
    cd in player: destinys child..don’t ask

    l a s t | p e r s o n
    you touched: Jay
    hugged: Jay
    you imed: Ashley
    you yelled at: chloe!

    Well, I'll actually write later bye!!


    ~Britt~
    Sunday, July 11th, 2004
    10:51 pm
    Okay, heres my recap of the weekend. Friday, i had a dentist appt. my wisdom teeth are coming in straight so i dont have ne worries about that. yay!! lol. then i hung out w/ash, kim and liz. a nice girls night. we painted and chatted. it was fun. saturday i hung out w/kim ash dan and liz, jeff and pete. it was a good time. we went to the river, went swimming and hot tubbing. i came home early to work on mine and kim's purses, but i didn't get very far. lol. yesterday a bunch of us hung at liz's and went swimming. we went to go see the fireworks. but they kinda sucked. we went to ryans after in hot tubbing. it was the last night since they drained it today. we tried to watch austin powers, but that didn't work out too well. i woke up and everyone was sleeping. yeah, the love seat isn't too comfortable trying to have 2 people sleep on it lol. so eventually we went up to ryans room. just layed there, talked. then we woke everyone up downstairs lol yay!!. got some timmy hoes for breakfast. the tim bits kinda sucked lol. we tried to watch saving silvermen, but i kinda fell asleep. then jay dropped me off. and i just hung out all day. i tried to sleep, but my room was WAY too hot. woke up and got ready to go to katelyns. we watched 50 first dates. that was cute. HILARIOUS!! but now im home...kinda bored...kinda tired and SUPER HOT!! so ill check the weather, do some dumb shit, and then go to bed~~


    ~Britt~

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: "pieces of me"
    Thursday, July 8th, 2004
    12:56 am
    TOO BORED TO GO TO BED!!
    PAST.
    ¤ First grade teacher's name: mc. macmillan
    ¤Last word you said: "night"
    ¤Last song you sang: "I melt"
    ¤ Last thing you laughed something tonight w/some friends
    ¤ Last time you cried: I don’t remember

    PRESENT.
    ¤ What's in your cd player: rascall flatts, usher, and martina mcbride
    ¤ What color socks are you wearing: none
    ¤ What's under your bed: fouton mattress and some other shit
    ¤ What time did you wake up today: around 8 STUPID JOB!

    FUTURE.
    ¤ What is your career going to be: math teach
    ¤ Where are you going to live: NOT IN NT!
    ¤ How many kids do you want:3 or 4... i want twins
    ¤ What kind of car will you drive: something nice...

    CURRENT.
    ¤ Current hair: brown
    ¤ Current clothes: pj capris and a cami
    ¤ Current annoyance: my back
    ¤ Current smell: my hair
    ¤ Current longing: next week when jay comes home
    ¤ Current desktop picture: blueness
    Current favorite music artist: idk..too many
    ¤ Current book: a prayer for owen mean...I figured I should finish it
    ¤ Current worry: don’t have ne :D
    ¤ Current hate: dont think i have one right now
    ¤ Story behind your username/screen name: my nick name, initials and random asked fingers, ring, pointer, ring LJL
    ¤ Current favorite article of clothing: comfy capris and tank top
    ¤ Favorite physical feature on the opposite sex: smile, arms and eyes
    ¤ One person you wish was here right now: Jay
    ¤ Line from the last thing you wrote to someone: i took my shirt off lol
    ¤ I am happiest when: having a good time with friends
    ¤ I feel lonely when: when im home
    ¤ Favorite author: idk...nicholas sparks?
    ¤ Do you think too much: sometimes
    ¤ If you could live anywhere in the world, where: NOT HERE!!
    *Do you have any regrets: nope
    ¤ Love or sex: Love
    ¤Coffee, white or black: I hate coffee
    ¤ Favorite smell: idk...I like a lot
    ¤ What makes you mad: bad drivers
    ¤ What is your best quality: huh, idk
    ¤ Are in currently in love/lust: neither, just having a good time with a great guy and hopefully it will grow into something more
    ¤ What's the craziest thing you've ever done? body shots, whipped cream and chocolate sauce
    ¤ Favorite way to waste time: layin around w/someone
    ¤ Any bad habits: biting my nails
    ¤ Do you find it hard to trust people: of course...too many people have broken my trust
    ¤ Last thing you bought yourself: 4 pairs of flip flops
    ¤ Bath or shower: shower but I love baths
    ¤ Favorite season: fall
    ¤ Favorite color: purple
    ¤ Favorite time of day: Night, but ne time with friends
    ¤ Gold or silver: gold
    ¤ Any secret crushes: nope, I think its obvious that I like jay

    RENT.
    ¤ How many coats and jackets do you own: i3 I think
    * Do you wear a watch: I don’t think I own one...
    ¤ Favorite pants color: jean?
    ¤ Most expensive item of clothing: STUPID VARSITY JACKET...what a waste of money
    ¤ Most treasured: idk

    CURRENT.
    ¤ Do your friends know you: yea, but the best ones are not who I expected
    ¤what do they tend to be like: funny, outgoing, great to hang out with
    ¤ Can you count on them: YUP :D
    ¤ Can they count on you: ALWAYS

    LAST.
    ¤ Last book you read: wasted
    ¤ Last movie you saw: butterfly effect
    ¤ Last movie you saw on the big screen: SHREK 2 :D
    ¤ Last show you watched on tv: strong medicine
    ¤ Last song you heard: idk...
    ¤ Last thing you had to drink: pepsi
    ¤ Last thing you ate: icecream :D
    ¤ Last time you showered: 4pm today
    ¤ Last time you smiled: about an hr ago
    ¤ Last time you laughed: about an hr ago
    ¤ Last person you hugged: um....jay I think
    ¤ Last person you talked to online: tony
    ¤ Last person you talked to on the phone: ashley

    DO YOU.
    ¤ Smoke: No.
    ¤ Do drugs: No.
    ¤ Drink: yes.
    ¤ Sleep with stuffed animals: no, but I do cuddle a pillow
    ¤ Have a dream that keeps coming back: sometimes
    ¤ Play an instrument: nope
    ¤ Believe there is life on other planets: yeah, maybe URANUS!!
    ¤ Read the newspaper: no.
    ¤ Have any gay or lesbian friends: nope
    ¤ Believe in miracles:yea
    ¤ Consider yourself tolerant: depends.
    ¤ Consider police a friend or foe: friend..make that cousin
    ¤ Like the taste of alchohol: depends on the drink
    ¤ Have a favorite stooge: moe, just because I like the name
    ¤ Believe in astrology: not really
    ¤ Believe in magic: nope
    ¤ Pray: no, but I talk to my grandma a few times a week
    ¤ Go to church: nope
    ¤ Have any secrets: sure
    ¤ Have any pets: 2 dogs...does my sis count?
    ¤ Go or plan to attend college: NU CLASS OF 2008!!
    ¤ Talk to strangers: Yes, at work
    ¤ Have any piercings: Yes, 2 in my ears
    ¤ Have any tattoos: No
    ¤ Hate yourself: Sometimes
    ¤ Wish on stars: allll the time
    ¤ Like your handwriting: no
    ¤ Believe in witches: no
    ¤ Believe in ghosts: yeah
    ¤ Believe in santa:No
    ¤ Believe in the easter bunny:no
    ¤ Believe in the tooth fairy:no¤
    Have a second family:Yes
    ¤ Trust others easily: nope, i've made that mistake too many times
    ¤ Sing in the shower: EVERYDAY!!

    ill write more tomorrow since it took me an hr to do this...


    ~Britt~

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: "i melt"
    Monday, July 5th, 2004
    6:38 pm
    Good Times :D
    So friday was fun. Jason came over and stayed until like 3:30am. We did like a total of nothing. we just layed around in my room. Saturday, worked sucked again. i guess produce isn't that bad. I labeled 440 watermelon quarters. therefore i moved 110 total water melons!! lol. that was shitty. after work i stopped by leslies grad party. i didn't stay long because i had another party to go to. Then after that i went to ashley's for a bit. I left at like 11:30. i was so beat. Yesterday was great. I slept til 1. Which was disappointing because i wanted to sleep til 2 and be to ashleys by 3. but its alright. W hung out for her house a bit. We attempted to play big ball, but it was so hot we just hung out in her airconditioned house lol. Then we went swimming. Jason and tony just jumped in with their clothes on lol. it was funny. after that we hung out at jasons for a while. we watched varsity blues and just vedged hoping that the rain would let up so we could go watch the fireworks. WE did go to the river to at least attempt to see if they were on. We walked a bit down the riverwalk, but that was it. Kim, Jason and i went back to his house before it really started to rain, so we were good. But ashley, andy, liz and tony stayed in the rain and were soaked. After that we watched "not another teen movie" it was funnier than I thought the first time. Kim left early, ashley and tony left about 11:30, and liz and andy left at 12:30. so jason and I watched bill and teds excellent adventure and the blues brothers. he was going to take me home at 3. then it was 5, then it was 6. But he didn't end up taking me home til 9 am this morning :). lol. we only slept for like 20 minutes. But what we did the rest of the night is for us to know, and maybe for some of ya'll to find out. lol. I will tell you thats it's nice to be cuddled :). but as far as my dad knows I slept at ashleys...so sshh. my mom knows and doesn't care lol. which is sweet. but anyway. i was very disappointed about the fireworks yesterday. i wanted to go watch them with some friends and have a good time. but theyre on today, so hopefully they'll be just as good. well, ash is picking me up soon. so ill write later if im not sleeping when i get home. bye!!


    ~Britt~

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: "break down here"-julie roberts
    Friday, July 2nd, 2004
    10:39 pm
    TIRED!!
    I am so tired! lol. but im still going to do something w/jason when he gets out of work today. okay..so whats happened lately...sunday i had graduation...OVER RATED!! But now im done. but there were nice, hot boys at old country buffet after, so thats good. then i went to cates grad. good time. adam broke the bench we were sitting on. it scared the shit out of me. Monday...whatd i do?? i dont remember, the week pretty much consisted of me sitting on my ass and doing nothing. OO, i remember now. i went shopping w/ali and katelyn. i got flip flops. then i went to buy shit for a purse. tuesday I had a doctors apt. i hate the doc. anyway. went to see shrek 2 again w/jason :D. it was a good time. thought wed "have a first" in the theater by ourselves, but we didn't :'(. anyway, it was a fun night lol. wednesday it was clifton hill baby!! It was great. I stole another fork!! yay!! lol. watching the boys play DDR was funny too. but the best part was the falls and the carriage ride ;). I guess the boys were a little surprised about my strip club answer lol. then we went to ryans to watch a movie. did watch most of it because a lot of us had to go to work in the morning. but i did learn one thing "dont chew that shit" lol. worked thursday. it was boring. i just straightened the shelves for 4 hrs. then i went to alis, had a fun time there. today, i worked. did produce,it was actually fun. and now im waiting for jason to call me back after work so we can do something. Hopefully nothing that entails too much movement because im beat. tomorrow im working. then NOTHING!! if anyone wants to do something it involves being a couch potatoe so CALL THE CELL!! Sunday i have a party at ashleys for the 4th. then fireworks :D yay!


    Well, im off to do some friggin laundry for the moms. bye!!


    ~Britt~

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: "good morning beautiful"
    Saturday, June 26th, 2004
    1:25 am
    Went and saw the notebook today. that was good. i didn't cry like i thought i was going to. but katelyn cried enough for the both of us. i got a little teary eyed, but nothing like i did when i went to go see "a walk to remember". i absolutely BALLED during that movie. lol. i watched "monster" today too. that was good. it was totally messed up, but it was a good movie. tomorrow ive got one of my 12 grad parties to go to....YAY!! lol. man o man, im going to be so grad partied out by the end of the summer, i wont be able to stand it. but its all the process i guess. i start wegmans on thursday yay! i think its just kinda busy work stuff since im not getting trained. but hey its money...okay off to bed!!


    ~Britt~

    Current Mood: calm
    Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
    11:31 pm
    THINGS CHANGE
    So today was definitely a thinking day. I hate these days. When there's nothing to do, but think. So i worked on my scrapbook a bit, looked at old yearbooks, and read old diary entries. It's so weird. Things change SO MUCH over 2 years. I got my scrapbook for my 16th birthday. So it's almost 2 years old. Looking back at it, i cried. So many things have changed since then.

    Friendships have come and gone. That's the saddest part. Those girls have been my life for so long. and now, now, its like they don't even exist. I miss those nights where we'd just hang out. Talk about the boys, or lack of them, school, family, anything that was on our minds. I can't remember the last time I've done that. I just miss that bond, that connection, that understanding, and im not sure how to get it back. I wonder if i could even get it back. Everyone's life is so different since then. We've all fallen in and out of love (some numerous times), lost loved ones, had various good and bad things happen to us. We've grown up. We've changed. And I guess some of us have just grown apart. But then there's the good things that have happened. Getting to know different people, going different places, realizing who we are, and knowing what we want out of life.

    Then i read those diary entries...WHAT WAS I THINKING?? I can't believe i wrote what i did. but thats what was going on in my life, so i can't change it. There are some things that i have done that i wish i hadnt. lets see...i'll list a few of them. First of all id take back some of the things ive done with guys like MAKING OUT WITH SCOTT MIRANTO or Rob Hayes. Yeah, talk about being stupid drunk and doing what I did with Rob. or just being STUPID and making out with scott. DEFINITELY WOULDN'T DO THAT AGAIN!!! I wish i hadn't let people walk all over me. I've let too many people use me for different reasons (no, not those) and never spoke up for myself. But now, im NOT letting that happen. Looking back at high school, I realize that it wasn't that great of a time. I mean don't get me wrong I have so many good memories with friends that I'm so grateful I have and that i'll never forget. But all in all it was hell. I was way too shy and introverted my first few years, that I didn't really get out of my shell. I had my comfort zone with the group of friends that i've had for years and never really stepped out of it. I should've talked to more people, gotten to know different kinds of people, and tried new things earlier on. I think that in my junior and senior year I was good with trying new things.


    Especially this year. I'm glad I got to know different people, hung out with them and learned about different things. When it came to boys, I was so self-conscious, that I let it run my life. Not just with the boys, i was WAY too worried about what people thought about me. That ran my life. WHO CARES what other people think!??! Everyone's different and that needs to be accepted. But now, im content with who i am. I mean sure, there's things about me, both physically and emotionally that id change, don't get me wrong, but im no where near where i used to be with my insecurities. I think im just over the whole high school experience. The drama that goes along with adolescence is UNIMAGINABLE. I went into it thinking that it would be something like "saved by the bell" or some of the movies that ive seen. and its DEFINITELY not. The jocks aren't best friends with the nerds, the beauty queens aren't friends with the brains. There are so many different cliques its disgusting. Towards the end of the year, it was hard for me to even walk through those halls. I had to take a deep breath and tell myself that it would all be over soon enough, it was that bad. High School is a complete learning experience. Not just in the classroom, but in the halls, after school, at events. I've learned SO MUCH over the past 4 years, I've probably learned more than i think.

    High school wasn't a big drag. There was the TNT games...which we mostly dominated. The many, many, many good swim team moments. I LOVE YOU GUYS. the dances, which were always great. The after school activities. The friends ive met are awesome and i wouldn't be the person I am today with out them. The "fist times" like getting drunk...thanks adam, katie and rob lol, also first kiss, heartbreak and realization that im growing up. What else? The michigan trip, no one kiss doesnt make you a ____(katelyn), body shots, camp-ins, hot tubbing, sleepovers, and the many many other things im leaving out. It was fun.

    I'm at the point in my life where I still want to be 17, yet i want to be an adult. I want to be "grown up" and act adult. But i want to be 17, do stupid shit and still learn from it. I'm hoping to find a nice medium. Learn from good stuff, not from stupid shit. Because God only knows that I've done some STUPID shit in my lifetime. So here are my words of wisdom. Change is inevitable. No matter how many times you say "we'll be friends forever", "we'll grow old together", "you're my best friend and always will be", you might mean it, but it might not come true. Don't get me wrong, it might. I mean i don't want to be this downer that says it wont, and nothing lasts from high school. It could. Just don't be surprised if it doesn't.

    when it comes to love. Not many high school relationships last. There's a few that last a while, some that even end up in marriage, but there are a lot that don't last long at all. So for you people out there that think that what you have is so great. Cherish it while its there and remember that if its meant to be, it will work out. and if its not, accept it. Just don't forget about the other people around you and the other important people in your life like your friends or family. I've had way too many people around me say "I wish i would've spent more time with my friends while i dated _________(fill in the blank)". Don't let that be you. Make time for both your friends and your significant other. It can work. OOHHH, another thing...SEX!! It's there!! Just don't do it because you feel like everyone else is doing it. There are people that are. Don't make your other friends who aren't that "experienced" with guys or girls feel inadequate because they're not sleeping with someone. They are just waiting for that special person. you don't have to share every detail. But they are your friends and probably want to know that's going on, so maybe just clue them in. O, and one other thing. NEVER, EVER tell ur friends that they are jealous. They might want what you have, the strong bond with another, but they more than likely DON'T WANT the person you're with. That's one thing i hated being told or hated having heard other people told. "you're just jealous". those words hurt more than you know. Yeah, sure, i want to be able to hang out with someone, be special to them, feel that loving embrace, hear "i love you" whispered into my ear, but IM NOT JEALOUS of the person that you're with. That's my little bit of advice. Take it or leave it, interpret it the way you want.

    As for that. I'm done. That's my little bit of incite for the day. It may seem like babbling gibberish, but they're my thoughts. and here are some thoughts of other:

    "What is a friend? It's a single soul dwelling in two bodies"-Aristotle
    "Find out who you are and do it on purpose"-Dolly Parton

    "Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense. It is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins. But delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes."

    "it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye."

    and from good old Mr. Donovan---"Live it like you love it"

    Love,
    Britt

    ILJL

    Current Mood: pensive
    Current Music: "she thinks she needs me"
    Monday, June 21st, 2004
    6:44 pm
    Okay, this might sound a little contradicting of last nights entry, but after doing a lot of thinking, talking, listening, and writing i think ive figured everything out. The whole "acting like a teenager" thing is fun. Dont get me wrong. but i wonder, whats the point? none of it means anything. There hasn't been feeling behind a lot of the things ive done. Which I think needs to change. I've re-evaluated, and re-evaluated what i want over and over and over again. and i think i finally figured it out. I want something permanent, solid, and something that withstands some time. A relationship with someone that actually means something instead of just a fling, or something thast just there to occupy time. I'm not going to jump into something right away until ive got that feeling that its right. If i've already passed up the opportunity, i pray that it comes back and is better than ever. so, thats it. the "new" me i guess...idk...so less meaningless stupid stuff in an attempt to find something worthwhile.

    ~Britt~

    Current Mood: mellow
    Current Music: "somebody"
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